chiauwei

Food!!

2009-08-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

I crave for..

1. Mee rebus in jln haji jaib
2. Mee bandung from tanjung
3. KFC!!
4. Vanilla fried ice-cream from ABC
5. Fried chicken wing rice from Fresco foodcourt (previously in Wetex)

Throat ah throat...can i eat those food already???

haiz..

Weekend in Grisek

2009-08-03T12:59:00.008+08:00

Went back to grisek to accompany my relatives and grandparents last weekend. Love these photos :)

Get well soon ah gong..

Please forgive me

2009-07-21T13:51:00.002+08:00

For all the small/big bad things/crimes/hurtful words that i've said and done in the past, since young till now, i'm sorry and,

please forgive me..

Sacrifice

2009-06-26T01:05:00.002+08:00

I've made a sacrifice..

sacrificed something that i've been anticipating..

i'm not happy..

but as long as she's not worried..

i hope it's worth the sacrifice.

i'll have to wait for another month now before i can see u..miss u..

2009-06-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

Finally today,
1. He's back!
2. I've settled my accommodation problem in singapore till July
3. I've been through one week of shifting, checking stock, unpacking, and packing thousands of cartons of graduation gowns etc, but luckily i did all these together with nice friends and colleageus, in a TEAM

Always remember..
T - Together
E - Everyone
A - Achieve
M - More

That's our spirit..:)

Contented

2009-06-06T10:24:00.003+08:00

I am not sure how fortunate or unfortunate I am..I do have my own problems and troubles, but I am satisfied and happy with my life.

Contented to be born in the family I have, love my papa, mama and bros.
Contented to have relatives who love me, who always stuff me with food even though they always complain I am fat..LOL..
Contented with the friends I have, you girls are sisters that god did not manage to fit into my family. I do not have blood-related sister, but I know I actually have a lot of sisters I can depend on.
Contented with him, even though he's always not around, but he's constantly worrying about me(nagging la I can say)haha..LOL..
Contented with my looks...haha..am i?? I am contented, but not when my mum complains that I should lose weight.

I think it all depends on your own expectations, how you look at things, if you do not expect that much, u wouldn't feel so bad about whatever you have or do not have.

Be contented, everyone faces ups and downs.

Updates for holiday

2009-05-10T12:51:00.002+08:00

It's holiday time!!haha..just a few updates on what i'm going to do during the holiday. So if there's any plan for gathering or coming out to singapore, u guys can refer to this

23 - 27 May : Part time promoter in Nanyang Poly (staying in auntie's place)

30 May - 1 June : Jalan-jalan in Genting with family and relatives

15 - 30 June : Try to plan for Sentosa and/or Singapore Zoo trip with Ai Rin and Michelle, whoever is interested just let us know

15 - 30 June : Part time 'sai gang' job in NUS ( staying in hostel, hopefully can get a room)

1 - 17 July : Continue 'sai gang' job in NUS ( staying in my auntie's place and tumpang friend's place)

After 18 July : Waiting for chua to come back for a big gathering..haha...

That's all for now...Please help me fill in those gaps with gatherings with you guys..haha...

My neighbour

2009-04-26T12:59:00.003+08:00

I was wasting my time refusing to study, then I had to bear with the consequence by studying at night till 1.45a.m. I have to wake up at 7am the next day for the morning paper.

But just when I was about to sleep, i heard " who is that girl i see...staring straight back at me....." omg, my neighbour was blasting off her music and singing and enjoying herself with the music. But i was so stressed up and annoyed with the music i couldn't get to sleep. then i decided to play some songs. but after 5 mins i got even more annoyed because with the earphone and my music on i could still hear her singing.

So, after bearing for 15 mins(annoyed by not just reflection, but a few other more songs already) i had no choice but to went out to knock on her door. had to knock for quite some time because she couldnt hear me with her loud music in her room. i swear i really didn't want to do this coz this would make her so paiseh..but no choice..

and so i said 'i'm sorry but i have exam the next morning, could u pls lower down the volume"

and as predicted she quickly apologised and stopped her music..and so i went back to my room and slept soundly

the next day after my exam i wrote a note and left it at her door asking her not to feel bad about what happened..and being such a sweet lady, she passed me some chocolates that night to apologise..

haha...happy ending luckily, i was worried things would become awkward after what i've done..

What A Blunder!

2009-03-30T22:56:00.004+08:00

I woke up this morning at 7.50am reluctantly, but no choice because i have morning class on monday. then by the time i got ready, it was 8.42am already, thought i was gonna be late. so i faster went out, i even ran for the bus. in the end, i managed to reach at 8.52am. checked lecture room 422, nobody was in the room! then i checked my watch, 8 more minutes to lecture, the room shouldn't be empty.

so i thought i got into the wrong class, so i went to lecture room 421, empty, then 423, empty, then 424, empty!!

i checked my watch again, 2 more minutes to 9am!!

what??wait..9 am??!! i thought my class is 10am today?? arghhhhhhhh~~~~~~~

i woke up one hour earlier...i could've carried on with my sweet dreams for one more hour..ish!

Xuan mu

2009-03-23T14:54:00.001+08:00

Nobody - wondergirl

2009-03-21T17:05:00.001+08:00

For those who want the link for the song we were talking about during the wedding banquet, here's the link to Nobody by Wondergirl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqtzQkoJS_k

If you are curious, u can watch it too, and learn the dance steps, then we can dance together with vivian during gathering..haha..LOL

Tomorrow will be better

2009-03-16T21:43:00.004+08:00

It's a bad day today...I guess it was because I couldn't concentrate in any single thing I was doing, I just didn't have the heart to do it because I have quite a lot of mission to accomplish today..haiz..

Nvm..tomorrow will definitely be better..

hwaiting!

Gloomy~~

2009-03-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

It's not a happy day today..sad...sad not because i'm disappointed..but because u r sad...cheer up!

Good Recommendations For You

2009-03-11T22:54:00.002+08:00

I was introduced by Vi Vian a few weeks ago to this show called Boys Over Flowers, called Kkotboda Namja in Korean. it is the korean version of meteor garden...and so..a day after she recommended, i watched the first episode, i couldn't stop myself after that, so i marathon-ed 16 episodes in 2 days time (i was having recess week during that 2 days)..haha...i was very addicted to that show...because the korean F4 are just too cute...especially Ji Hoo sunbae ( hua zhe lei)...haha..i think u already found out about my craze from michelle's blog..haha..so if u want to watch, here's the link to the first episode..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfkMecvEJ_Y&feature=related

after u watch..and if u like ji hoo sunbae (real name is Kim Hyun Joong, leader of k-pop band ss501)..u can watch this show called 'We Got Married'..very interesting reality show...of him and another girl named hwang bo which i dislike(jealous actually)..haha..i watch because i want to see him...here's the link..first episode of him too..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2vktrdnot50

recommended to hian shynn, kaixin and vivian..and i think they love it..so u should try it too..
i found this show because i was youtubing through all the shows that he participated in.haha..still in the process..but i know i have to slow down..and this is so far the nicest one...IF you like him la..

and while i'm still busy watching 'we got married', boo recommended another great show..its called 'Thank You For Waking Us Up'....haha...great show too...u can see how they wake up for 7 mornings!!..this is if you r in love with ss501...its a show for all the 5 members..thanks to boo..its a nice show..
here's the link..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NCk-nWp_QDQ&playnext_from=PL&feature=PlayList&p=93FA1E954B8E006D&index=0

ok..so far these are the 3 nicest programs that i've been following..so if you are free....ONLY IFFFFF you are free..then watch it..coz u'll be so addicted till u'll neglect ur work..

tips for you..if you have less time and just want to get a bit entertainment...then watch 'thank you for waking us up first'..its really nice..and only 7 episodes..i'm not bluffing...really nice...just ask hian shynn..haha..

enjoy!!

to zs: dont worry harr....u r still no. 1..he's no.2..haha.. :p

My Best Angle?

2009-03-09T19:56:00.003+08:00

that day i was reading an old post in cheeserland..she made me realised posing in different angles of ur face can really make a big difference. so after reading i went straight to the mirror, trying to find the nicest angle so that i can pose with it the next time i take picture, then i can look nice in all the picture!!! haha..but unfortunately, i couldn't find a nice one...

but just now..when i was reading through michelle's post, i found this picture..

TA DAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

(curi from michelle's blog..haha)

Hahaha!!! so happy after i see this picture..even happier after i confirmed with michelle on msn that i look thinner from this angle..so from now on..IF i remember, i'll try to pose in this angle..haha..unless i can find another better angle next time..

wait..is it because i don't smile that much in this picture??haha...blur liao..

Dogs and Bees

2009-03-08T12:30:00.002+08:00

If you know me well enough, you should know that I'm most afraid of dogs and bees, no matter how cute the dog is..no matter how small the bee is, I just cannot be near them. I was once stung by a bee on my head, so whenever I see one, my first instinct would be to find something to cover my head..and as for dog, I was chased by a fierce dog when I was very young, so I guess thats y..haha..

I was eating subway wrap today in my room with honey mustard sauce in it while enjoying ss501 youtube video (i've been youtubing their videos recently..haha..), and out of a sudden, a bee, a big and black one, flew into my room, towards me!! i guess it was looking for the honey mustard, so I quickly ran out of the room with my subway wrap, and peep from behind the door, within 1 minute, the bee flew out from the window.

Lesson learnt : If I'm eating subway with honey mustard sauce again, I would close all my windows tightly. Scary...

Sot Liao

2009-03-07T10:47:00.003+08:00

Before michelle manage to blog about her singapore trip, i want to write something first..haha..no la...the events and the 'a-LOT-of-food' that we ate in ONE NIGHT will definitely be introduced to you by michelle later..

Jac and mich are on the way to see mich's idol now..haha..they purposely woke up very early to put on makeups, and I'm left alone in the room now!!haha..they are going back to muar in the afternoon, and I REALLY REALLY REALLY feel like following them back to muar, go home for a night, then come back again tomorrow morning..SIAO..haha...SIAO..but i'm giving it a serious thought..but then..maybe i shouldn't waste rm30 for that..and I don't even know whether I can get a ticket back to sg tomorrow..even if I get, it would be 8am or 9am ticket. swt.

Anyway, I'm glad to hear that they slept well last night..despite sleeping on the thin 'mattresses'..haha..and I slept really well I almost did not manage to wake up before they left my room..haha..

Back to the topic, should I follow them back???....??...........?.........???

NO LA! Chiau Wei u sot liao ah!

Feeling Naked

2009-03-05T19:28:00.002+08:00

Honestly after posting a few posts about my feelings these few months, I don't really feel comfortable. I feel naked! I am just so not used to telling people my feelings, I don't really dare to scroll down and read about what I've written earlier, I just don't feel very comfortable with it... :(

Is this how some of you are feeling also? Is it normal to feel this way? argghh...

The simpler the better

2009-03-05T19:26:00.001+08:00

In the end, i've decided to change back to the normal template. I really don't have the interest and mood to use the customized template..haha..lazy..

Jealous

2009-03-03T18:55:00.004+08:00

It's so nice when we don't have to wait for months to meet a person
It's so nice when he/she can be near you to lend you the shoulder
It's so nice to know that he/she is only at most a few hours drive away from you
It's so nice to see my friends from overseas graduating because we can then have them in our gatherings!
So nice to stay in a small country because you don't have to move out of your house to further your studies...(but if u never move out, u never know how important they are..haha..)
So nice to stay close to people you love
So if you are the lucky one, if you have your loved ones close to you, appreciate them..coz i'm jealous

HAHA.. :)

Melaka trip with my family

2009-02-23T10:25:00.003+08:00

Went to Melaka with Hwee Le, Vi Vian, Michelle and Boo to find Yi Ling..I was very tired because I did not manage to get enough rest before the trip. But..I was very happy...because I felt like I was travelling with my family instead of with friends..very close and very comfortable..and thanks vivian for being the driver and providing us with a fully-furnished apartment..

As for the highlight of the trip, we saw Christopher Lee during our dinner in Lu Yeh Yen restaurant! But we did not approach him coz they are still mourning, very solemn mood. and another highlight..I found out that the restaurant we went is actually ah xia's father's restaurant! fyi, ah xia is my brother's gf...haha..what a coincidence..i'll definitely visit that restaurant again!

我的朋友

2009-02-10T23:53:00.004+08:00

我有一个朋友，
她重来都不会让我不开心，
永远都是站在我这里，
当每个人都不睬我的时候，
他是那个安慰我的人，
给我鼓励，
从小到大，
他都很照顾我，
像姐姐一样的好
真的很感谢认识你
vivian 。。

可是我从来都不懂得珍惜，
不懂得感谢，
其实我想告诉你，
你一直都很重要，
一直都和另外一个朋友一样重要。

sorry no post, no construction

2009-02-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

sorry guys, not in the mood for any construction for my blog for the time being, so just bear with it for at most..a few months?haha..

so..cny week is over, glad to declare one week off for myself, didn't really had a very good one, but still happy that its cny, really enjoyed myself, especially in vivian's house..the steamboat was nice, and special thanks to karen, boo and michelle for helping out with my nail polish, i know it was a tough task.thanks! btw, this is the only cny which i didnt really gain a lot of weight.luckily. but this is also my cny with the least number of cny clothes..didnt really have the time to buy more, but just a few is enough la..next time baru beli more.

just found out from chua's blog that next year's cny clash with valentines, its quite a headache actually for couples, coz then they have to spare time for both family and partner.but it doesn't matter to me..not been celebrating valentines for....4 years?haha..nvm..i'm still thankful to have him. about 18 more months to go, then i'll revenge and celebrate as much as i want..haha..

hmm..this is a bad way to end my post..really duno how to end la..not experienced yet..but thats really all for now..chao!

A slow passing night

2009-01-23T20:05:00.002+08:00

现在是漫长的夜晚..yes...the night is silent and lonely..my malaysian friends and neigbhours are all back in malaysia..i can't wait to go back like everyone else!! i attended 2 lectures today..luckily this morning i still had a friend with me during lecture, after lecture, she went off to malaysia..then i was forced to attend the afternoon lecture on my own..i tried to concentrate..but only about 50%..another 50% goes to cny..haha..really regretted not buying 8pm ticket for today...told myself i have to use this night to make up for the lessons next week which i'm going to skip..but now i really have no mood..postpone again la..haha..i cant wait for tomorrow to arrive..haha..happy cny!

Letting it out

2009-01-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm posting something..really gonna write something..need somewhere to vent my feelings in the end. the reason why i didnt want to write anything was because i know i am emotional..whenever i'm sad, angry, frustrated or disappointed, i would just throw everything in here. and then a few days later, i know i would regret jotting it down and letting everyone know. it is worse when u r writing about someone u r unhappy about. so i guess i'm not gonna write anything unhappy relating to anybody in my blog (try). so that's rule no. 1 for myself. rule no. 2, cannot only blog about unhappiness, got to be fair to happiness too!

week 2 of my 4th sem is ending, but i feel like i've been here for one month already. i've never had so much stress in the first 2 weeks before. so much cca work to be done, so much to worry about, i was selected because my friend thought i'm responsible, so that add on to my stress because i cannot disappoint her. i have to finish my job fast, making sure committee members are doing their job well, and checking on all the small little details for the event almost everyday. i really didn't know why i agreed to join, regretting ..haiz...this event is far too big for a small-sized committee like us, lack of manpower. but once i got over this, which is in 1 month's time(still 1 more month!!!) i hope i'm going to say it's worth it.

sometimes i really wish i can have a shoulder to cry on (not referring to bf)when i need it..but i'm glad to have msn..to have friends caring for me, sending me messages whenever i seem unhappy. it really helps even though sometimes i did not explain further(coz i do not want to have any regret again) and when i dont feel like explaining, please don't think that it's because u r not important, it's just because i'm too tired at that time or don't wish to mention it. but seriously, i'm grateful for your concern. thanks!

today is my free day(no lecture, no tutorial) but i spent the whole morning, from 8.30 till 2pm trying to kautim the event. yesterday and 2 days ago also spent 5 to 6 hours having meetings to kautim ah..help!already facing phobia with emails, phonecalls, smses and msn messages, actually since holiday already like that..haizz..and then went out to bazaar to find my mum's birthday present, i'm glad i've found what i want, at a reasonable price. then dapao something light for dinner..and here i am..writing my 'first' blog..

sorry for my nagging (fyi, i always feel bad after nagging too much to ppl)

and thanks for reading

more to come..

start!

2008-12-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

i feel like starting also after seeing everyone writing blogs..haha..and sometimes i really need a place to pen down how i feel about things..